Vijaya Sundaram

Poet, Musician, Teacher, and Amateur Visual Artist

Air and You, and I

 

Air and You, and I

©January 16th, 2015

By Vijaya Sundaram

A bird flies

An arrow in the air

Shot from a twanging earth

Into an indifferent sky,

Exulting in flight.

 

Slicing the air,

Smiting the blue,

It flies, heedless of

Its effect on me, the Watcher,

 

Its wings flap, unsteady,

And then even out

Steady as sails in the wind

On an ocean that calls me,

But still terrifies.

 

And the air which turns to wind

Descends and snakes around my skin.

The same air the bird sliced in two

Touches me,

And then, you.

 

So, we stand, in different lands,

Our skin tingling with mystery,

Linked by a bird which

Slices the air,

Displaces it,

Spills it, and moves on.

 

Will we, if we meet,

Know each other?

 

Will we, when we meet,

Say, It was you to each other?

 

Will we shake hands

Or fight?

Will we hug each other,

Or smite first?

 

All this air, going round and round

And round and round,

And round and round,

An endlessly rotating earth

Has touched you, and you

And you, and you.

 

We breathe in each other’s air,

Our ancestors’ air.

We sigh out air and cry out air.

We sing air, and bring air,

We plummet in air,

Climb summits in air.

We eat bursts of air

In water, when we drown,

And heat air when

Our planes rise up.

 

You are my brother, my sister,

My father, my mother,

My friend, my lover,

My self, my other.

 

Why such strife,

Then?

Come, let us share

This lovely air.

 

And this bird, winging back down,

Come, bird, alight on my arm,

Thank you for spilling

All this beautiful, sunlit

Song-lit, space-lit

Air!

 

Thank you for letting me dream

Thank you for that song that streams

Down, and down, around us.

Thank you for rising up

And winging

And singing

And wheeling

And reeling in

All this air!

  

For today, I was sad.

And I didn’t see you,

Not exactly.

 

I just made you appear

In my head, and there you were,

Real, solidly soaring

Slicing into the air.

 

And you brought me relief

And you brought me peace

And you made me cut the knot

That held me down.

 

I know there are more knots.

But right now, breathing

In and out, quietly,

Surrounded by voices

Ephemeral as you,

I imagine you, O Bird,

And you, O Person,

On the shores of

A faraway land,

Smiling at the sun,

Breathing our air.

 

And around me,

On me, from feet

To head,

The air tingles

On the skin

I’m in, floating

In a bubble of air

In the emptiness

Of space.

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Giving Thanks

StatPHOTO PROMPT - Copyright - Jan Wayne Fields

PHOTO PROMPT – Copyright – Jan Wayne Fields

Giving Thanks

©January 16th, 2015

By Vijaya Sundaram

Genre:  Realistic, depressing fiction

Word Count: 100 words

 

It’s Thanksgiving.

I’ve set the table.  There’s no one here — just me.  My father vanished six months ago.  My mother was diagnosed with Stage IV stomach cancer after that.  She died last month.  My sister, eighteen years old, eloped with her young, handsome college professor after that.  He was fired.  They moved to Montana.

Standing by the window, I’m blank as new-fallen snow.  There isn’t any snow, though.

I bring the food out — mashed potatoes, canned soup, bread, butter.

I sit down, raise an empty glass to an empty room.

“To my family,” I whisper, and begin laughing uncontrollably.