Vijaya Sundaram

Poet, Musician, Teacher, and Amateur Visual Artist

Death, and all that Dark Stuff …

Death, and all that Dark Stuff …

©By Vijaya Sundaram

March 29th, 2013

The dead are never really far from us.

I imagine them around me every day.

When I shut my eyes at night, and sink, awake, into the blackness under my eyelids, I feel a momentary sense of terror, as if I’m floating away, unanchored, into space.  Then follows a quiet exhilaration.  I know sleep will follow, and that’s a lovely, glowing, cushiony thought.

I wonder whether the dead feel this way upon dying.  Do they float around in inky blackness, wondering when they’ll awake, but knowing they never will, and so, they burrow under our subconscious and visit us in our dreams, just to feel at home, if only for a night?

Or, do the dead just drift away? 

Can we accept the word of those who’ve “come back” just because they came back?  How do they know what happens after?  They’ve come back, haven’t they?  So, they didn’t venture that far.

If only one could write after death.  I would love that.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~That’s all, folks!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~