Vijaya Sundaram

Poet, Musician, Teacher, and Amateur Visual Artist

Boston, In Grief

Boston, In Grief

©By Vijaya Sundaram

April 15th, 2013

When fear develops teeth and claws

And opens wide its angry jaws

Can people turn around and fight

And slay that Grendel with our might?

Do people have the time to teach

Can love expand to hatred’s reach?

Go tell that to the ones who died.

Go tell their families that you tried

To stop the fear, to stamp out hate

Extend a hand, help grief abate.

But while we rage amidst our grief,

And seek to find the hateful thief

Of life and freedom and of peace

We know we need to find release.

Revenge is bitter, hate is cold.

We seek in lead that which is gold

Alas!  What can we try to do

But face our grief, and start anew?

~~~~~~~~~~ The End ~~~~~~~~~~

Mercy-Crumbs – Fourth Poem-Response to “Pigeon” by Anthony Green

Mercy-Crumbs

[Fourth Poem-Response to “Pigeon” by Anthony Green]

©By Vijaya Sundaram

April 9, 2013

Pigeon on the platform
Man on the train.
Sometimes, crumbs of mercy
Give life again.

Small pigeon at his human feet
His crumbs of mercy for the bird
A man, at gunpoint with the guards
A woman gives hope with a word

Each little crumb feeds living souls
Each little crumb gives back to life
Each little crumb furthers a goal
Each little crumb reduces strife.

A simple act, a simple deed
So easy, yet so very hard
For those who do not choose to feel.
And only some dare take that chance.

A simple act saved this man’s life
So simple, yet so very strong
Her kindness was that upon which
His life hinged; she set right that wrong.

The man saw her, and said no word
His thanked her with his eyes so mute
And filled with something that was stirred
Within, and rich with gratitude.

Pigeon on the platform
Man on the train.
Sometimes, crumbs of mercy
Give life again.

Slingshot – Poem-Response to “Pigeon” (film by Anthony Green)

This is my second Poem-Response to “Pigeon” (film by Anthony Green)

Slingshot

©By Vijaya Sundaram

April 9th, 2013

Poor, poor bird,

Alone in the world

At the mercy of boys

With slingshots.

 

Just there,

Nowhere else to go

Nothing else to do

But just be and peck

At crumbs of mercy

Tossed its way.

Every crumb matters

Every gesture burns

As a brand in the dark.

Every act of goodness

Lasts an eternity.

 

Though the cruel day

Comes, hell-bent on

Exposure and betrayal,

Each kindness leaves

A trace.

 

And the bird survives for

Another day, another hour.

Though cruelty

Dogs its steps.

 

Every kindness brings

Life.

Every saving brings

Hope.

Every crumb brings

Fullness.

 

And somewhere,

In another world

In another time,

Those traces will come

To live and glow

Through eternity.

 

And life will take wing

In the light of peace.

And only goodness will

People that world, with

No slingshots in sight.

 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 

Boot-foot and Bug

Boot-Foot and Bug

©By Vijaya Sundaram

April 8th, 2013

Emotion comes and goes

A storm that seems so strong

Once it’s over, it’s done.

I know it, but do they?

I dislike emotion.

An annoyance it is,

A silly distraction,

A pointless indulgence.

All that bursting, bleeding

Self-serving sentiment,

A foolish, maudlin thought

That the world really cares.

Somewhere a bug dies in

Terrible pain killed by

A monstrous boot-foot which

Does not care or know it.

Better to just crawl off

Fly away, flee away

Right out of that boot-foot.

Avoid, avoid that foot!

~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~

P.S. This is all I could come up with today.  No wise words, no deep-fried descriptions, no universal truths, no lush language.  Today is Spartan fare.  That’s all, folks!

The Feather Floated Down — A Poem

The Feather Drifted Down

©A poem by Vijaya Sundaram, June 3, 2011

Stillness.  The feather drifted down.

Silently, the feather drifted.

Drifting down, without a sound

It caught my eye, held it captive.

Drifting, it caused me to suspend

All thought, emotion, sensation,

All space was there for it to bend

Into white swirls, interactive

With the air.  My eyes tracking it,

The feather twirled, drifted and danced.

Grace, in space, while I, lacking it

Stayed put, all silent and in thrall.

This is what it all boils down to:

A single feather floating down

Life and death and toil come round to

A few moments spent in free fall.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Day-Night-Quiet — Pune, India – (A Poem)

Near Pune Station 1986

Day-Night-Quiet — Pune, India

©By Vijaya Sundaram

Written in India, on Friday, July 16, 2010

And the hills coming closer

Closer, closer

Marching towards the buildings

Being built

And the sky reaching

Towards the claustrophobic

To pluck them, gasping, into open space,

And the slim bais walking along the road

Not yet bent by hard work

In the houses of the rich,

The not-so-rich, and the toilers,

Walking proud, strong, upright

Knowing it is they

Who keep the dust at bay.

And the blood streaming

Through my arteries,

Through veins, dreaming

Along the shores

Of my being, reminds me

Of all that goes on, while all

This toil proceeds in the world

Around the edges of my skin.

And the crickets chirping

And the dogs yelping

And the buses hooting

And the rickshaws snorting

And the trucks squawking

And the light bulb humming

And the baby crying

In the flat below,

And my neurons abuzz

With mindless chatter

Non-stop chatter, flitting

From this to that, from thought

To feeling, from shapeless notion

To an idea taking form,

Taking up all my mindspace

And my mind craving quiet.

And quietness presses in

Opens her petals,

And the buzzing comes to

A dreaming halt

Drinking in the nectar

Of sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ire

Ire

©By Vijaya Sundaram

March 27th, 2013

Felt the pulsing glow 

Of the rich, quick flow

Of blood to my ears.

But Anger, I fear,

Cannot win the day

So, I turn away.

 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

Grail — A Poem

Grail – A Poem
©By Vijaya Sundaram
March 22, 2013

I spend my days in
Walking,
Not winging.

Yearning,
Not learning.
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You spend your days in
Talking,
Not singing.

Weeping
Not leaping.
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We spend our days in
Clocking time
Stinging,

Sneering,
Not spurring.
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They spend their days in
Mocking,
Mud-flinging.

Jeering,
Not cheering.
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And we seek, and we yearn
And we weep and we burn
And in circles we will turn
While we earn, earn, earn.
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Just sing, don’t speak.
Just learn, don’t yearn.
Don’t sorrow for tomorrow.
Don’t weep, just sleep.
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Don’t mock, just cheer.
Just listen till you hear
For I’ll whisper in your ears
And I’ll wash away your tears.
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Throw your hat in the air
Throw your scarf to the skies
Toss your bag to the ground
Toss your pride with your lies.
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Throw your dreams away
Let them fall where they may.
Let them laugh while you play.
In the new-born day.
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Here’s a puzzle and a knot,
The more you seek you’ll fail.
And if you use, and lose it not,
You’ll reach your holy grail.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Legion, One — A Poem

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Legion, One – A Poem
©By Vijaya Sundaram
March 21, 2013

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How important
How very important
You believe you are, human!
You strut around, chest puffed out,
Dying by degrees, thinking this is life.

You reject and mock
Your neighbor or colleague
With a single statement.
With a curl of the lip,
Your sneer at and spurn your neighbor,
Your teacher, friend, stranger.

With the dismissive gesture,
You dash to the ground
All that your mother, your sister
Gave to you.
With the merest word, you crush
The memory of all
Your brother, or your father
Are to you.

Fattening on hate and fear,
Not knowing, not caring,
Not seeing that it is you.
It is you, you, dear one
Whom you crush underfoot,
Sneer at, mock, reject.
Fearing, dismissing, crushing,
You don’t see the faces
Of those you spurn.

And all the while, you yearn
To be understood, crooned to,
Cradled, sheltered, loved,
Healed, nursed back to yourself.
And all the while, you yearn
For that dream-world, asking
How come and wherefore
Has it not arrived, yet?

Stop!  Stop!  Stop!  
I tell you!
Stop hating.
Stop fearing.
Stop envying.
Stop feeling less.
Start feeling more.

Feel more for
Your neighbor,
Your colleague,
Your friend, sister, brother
Father, teacher, mother.

Feel the same pain
We were born into.
Feel the same sorrow
We face every day.
Feel the despair
That lies, curled
At the very base
Of everyone’s souls.

And walk softly.
Tread softly, dear one.
Tread lightly, for it is
Your face that you tread
Upon, your face you seek
To obliterate.

And it is when you raise
Up your sister, brother, mother
Father, teacher, friend,
Neighbor, colleague, stranger,
Bathe their faces,
Wash their wounds,
Offer them kindness,
Marvel at their unique
Ineffable beauty, their grace,
And their anguished suffering,
It is then that you shall be free.

Know this,
For we are all legion.
But we are all one.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Playground Hour – A Poem

Playground Hour — A Poem

©By Vijaya Sundaram

March 20th, 2013

We were godlings for an hour.

 

Cold, cold air snapping at our ankles,

Obliging crunch of snow underfoot,

Nose smarting with arctic anticipation,

Ears aflame, feet double-socked, snow-boot shod,

Frame encased in layer upon layer

(A true New Englander now, twenty-four years gone),

I walked mitten-in-mitten with my girl

To the playground.

 

A pretty spaniel along the way,

Raced up and down her fence, ready to play,

A shy, timorous dog a little further on

Trembled and shook at our approach,

But suffered our soothing caresses,

Terrified of who-knew-what.

While his body was cradled by loving mistress

(“He’s always scared, we don’t know why,”

She explained, reassuringly.)

Perhaps, he sensed we were godlings.

 

On we went, my daughter and I

To the playground, where she and I

Were the sole owners of a blue-white space,

And the sun struggled in vain to light a void

At once dark-gray and summer blue,

A study in battling contradiction, with

Moon scudding past clouds on the left,

Sun sinking grandly on our right;

A sky-statement that promised warmth

But delivered empty light.

We godlings don’t mind.

 

We raced up and down the snow-crushed slides,

Fell backwards on crystallized snow,

Gazed up at the ringing sky,

Heard the heartbeat of the earth

For a few, still, silent moments

While six p.m. traffic, frantic and home-fixated,

Ebbed and flowed on a distant shore.

The earth hummed into our spines,

As the sky flowed away from our arms

Outstretched on the snow.

We were truly godlings, light-haloed.

 

Then, with sudden uprush of glee, we arose,

Startled the still air with our cries

And our crashing feet.  Elemental,

We threw snowballs at each other.

Shrieks of joy from child,

Muttered imprecations from mother,

Fun on a swing, meeting the skies,

We played, snow-muted.

Then, alas!  It was time to leave.

Our magic hour was up.

Time to resume human form.

Godlings have to deal with time, too.

 

“No! Let’s stay!  Can’t we?” she said,

Sparking rebellious, but subsiding.

“I wish we lived here,” she sighed.

But, she came, obediently, hand in mine.

She knew we would play there again,

Perhaps tomorrow, perhaps all the days

Flowing through her childhood.

For she truly came from the Gods.

And I watch her grow, enchanted.

 

And so, homeward-bound, we tromped,

Watching the sky unfold

Into deepening layers of color.

And the distant Tower swam into view,

As we sloped, tilting earthward,

Down, down, down to where we lived,

Home, for dinner.  How human!

But we were godlings for that hour.

And we shall be so, again.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The End ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~