Vijaya Sundaram

Poet, Musician, Teacher, and Amateur Visual Artist

Exhortation (OR: Who The Hell Knows What This is About?!)

 

Exhortation

(OR Who the Hell Knows What This Is About?!)

©April 7, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

Force the wo-

rds

Cor-

ral them, he-

rd them

Cro

wd them, ha-

rass them

Cow them into sub-

Put them on the boat

That awaits all words.

 

Yes!

 

(Poetry thrives on this –

The fear of silence.

 

Prose does, too.

Except that it has

So much more space,

So much more leeway.

So much wind blowing

Madly through chapters,

Stirring our consciences,

Making us stammer out

Confessions.)

 

And, like a silken thread

Running palely blue and gold

Between words and worlds,

Silence glows,

A Presence

Waiting to be glimpsed,

An Absence

For whom we yearn.

 

Death can wait.

Death knows how.

Death lies low

Waiting to spring

From the shadowy recesses,

Near where Charon waits.

 

And Life turns

Her head, as she flees

The Silence,

While the words

Become a ghost,

Wailing for her

Orpheus, us.

And all around us,

Roll her echoes,

As we climb, sobbing

Into the light.

What It Means

What it Means

©April 4th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

To be human

Is to be

Open to life

Open to newness

Open to love

Open to beauty

Open to building

Open to creation

Yet, it can sometimes be

Often so.

It can mean

Being pliant

Giving in

Suppressing need

Caring

Giving

Scattering of self

Nurturing at great cost. And always, it is

For it calls

For tearing down,

Destruction

Undoing

Till, at the end,

All that’s left

Is the kernel of

The original self.

And a whirlwind

Waiting in the wings.

And a field, far, far away

Waiting to receive it.

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ROOTS

ROOTS

©April 4th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

I was in a fruitish mood today.

Brutish and fruitish.

But now, in the still afternoon,

I feel rootish too.

As in, I want potatoes

And carrots and beets

And turnips

And other rootish things.

I want to eat ROOTS!

Roots! The fundamentals,

The basic, the beginning

The origin, the start,

The building blocks.

From the roots, the shoots,

From the shoots, the leaves

From the leaves, the flowers,

From the flowers, the fruits,

From the fruits, the seeds,

And from the seeds,

The ROOTS!

That’s where I wish to be.

Buried deep in soil.

Warm, cozy, at ease with worms

Curled tightly against the cold

Protected from frost and

Protected from callous disregard.

If I were close to the earth,

I should not care

I would not worry

I would rest easy,

Knowing my turn will come.

But once you’re above-ground

You’re easy prey.

Birds, bees, moles, well,

Actually people, seek you out.

You put on a show of greenness

Of flowers and grace

You dance in the vagrant breeze

You give of yourself.

You bend to the will of others.

You forfeit yourself.

You scatter your seed

And you sleep.

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Banish The Strawberry!

Banish The Strawberry!

©April 4th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

My strawberry is bright red*, she said.

Red is my strawberry, bright at night

Strawberry is the color of things that are bright

But redness is about blood.

Blood is about life and death.

Is it not?

So, is my strawberry about life and death?

Here, before me, sits the strawberry.

Red as death oozing away from life.

Twitching, lifeless, it sits,

Pulp to pulp,

Juices to juices.

Crushed to dust.

When bright red occurs,

Beware!

Life is ready to flee.

Strawberries are harbingers

Heralds,

Forerunners,

Bringers of death.

Beware the strawberry!

Be not beguiled by its rich

Juicy, pulpy, prickly,

Spotted, green-topped self.

Its true nature lurks,

A serpent in the Garden

Of Eating.

Repeating silkily and pokily.

I am life, life, life,

And, all the while, plotting

Your death, death, death.

YES!

Banish that strawberry.

It means no good.

 

 

* KF!

Pinecone and Stick

Pinecone and Stick
©April 6th, 2014
By Vijaya Sundaram

Walking, I gaze at the passing of things.
Inexplicably sad.
The sun shines.
A hollow gong sounds.
Heart beats
Dully, solidly.
Birds carol loudly.
Children play.
Dogs cavort.
Springtime blooms.
Silence reigns.
My mind listens with
Half an ear.
Beside me, a tail wags.
A smile curves the air.
A brief “woof” startles.
A stick becomes
A thing of desire.
A pine cone the apex
Of beauty, pride in possession.
A run home, two hearts pounding.
Two sets of legs, one biped
The other, quadruped
Fly over cement sidewalks
Race up the flight
Of stairs, all the way
Home.
Water lapped.
Water sipped.
Things settle.

Sadness meanders away,
Replaced by a pinecone and a stick
In the mouth of my pup.

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