Vijaya Sundaram

Poet, Musician, Teacher, and Amateur Visual Artist

Playing With My Dog

Playing with My Dog

©January 8th, 2015

By Vijaya Sundaram

It’s water leaping into the air

Catching light and tossing it up.

It’s laughter and growls

And scurrying and skittering

And funny mock-battles.

It’s being willing to shed

Time and dignity

And be utterly free.

It’s letting go of dead weights

Encircling ankles, gripping me

By the neck.

It’s saying, Yes, death waits

But I will simply be

Right here, right now.

 

This is what it means

To play with my dog.

 

I will play.

And sing.

I will tug at my dog’s toy

And bring her joy.

I will leap and pirouette

And jump and spin.

For, at the end of the day

After all the news and the din

Of competing stories, voices

People tapping at my head

Waiting to get in,

There is just this:

Time narrowing down:

A living room, a rectangle

Of wood and light,

Colors and music,

And a dog with

Rubber chicken in mouth

Growling happily while I

Tug and pull and play.

And we leap around each other,

All existence sharpened

To this point.  None else.

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Child in Water

Child in Water

© January 8, 2015

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

A scream hangs in the air

Long after the deed.

Betrayal and terror

Clip five-year old wings.

Sailing over an edge

Into a void, crying,

“Daddy, I love you!

Save me!”

The heart stops.

Bones hurt with

Unending pain.

Cold enters deep

With fingers of frost

And icy dread.

 

Eternity is a few long seconds

Cutting off five years,

Choking off a child’s cry.

Eternity is the menacing dark

Rising up to meet you

Like liquid iron.

Eternity is waves, like claws

Closing over a still beating

Child-heart.

 

And I sit here and weep

At a mere headline,

While there, an entire

Beautiful bird-child

Spinning, spiraling,

Into brick-darkness, has been

Ended.

 

For her father,

What forgiveness?

None, I say.

May he rot

In the dung-heap

Of time.

May he crawl in

Unending grief.

May the waves of

Remorse rip apart

His beast-heart.

May he never more

Know human love.

Worse, may he

Know it, and never

Find it.

May sorrow tear

Him to shreds

Day after day after day

While his heart

Beats itself into

Nothingness, and he

Spirals, headlong, into

An unending chasm

Beyond death.

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On seeing the headlines: 5-Year-Old Girl Dies After Being Tossed Off Florida Bridge

Unthink

 

Begin the Route

PHOTO PROMPT – © Copyright Jean L. Hays

Genre: Realistic Fiction (current events-inspired)

Word Count100 words

Unthink

©January 8th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

I found myself staring at the banner near the historic sign, and mouthed the letters to myself.

Unthink?

How had I gotten here?

Here, America’s Main Street, where songs arose from the dirt, and dreams were broken in the dust of racism?

Too much thinking, that’s what it was — too much reading and too many heartbreaking stories in the news.

I feared for my son — for his beautiful dark skin, his large-black-grape eyes, his woolly puff of hair, his idealistic spirit, his bursts of sadness.

I feared for him, for the safety of all our children.

How to unthink this?

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Sorry, folks!  I’d been sick, then busy with schoolwork, and there was too much heartbreak in the news in the past five weeks.  I’ve missed being here, and seeing everyone’s work.  I will try and be more consistent, because I MISS this!

Thanks for Rochelle Wisoff-Fields for hosting this beautiful site, and for her use of unusual and challenging photo-prompts (for which I thank Jean L. Hays!)