Vijaya Sundaram

Poet, Musician, Teacher, and Amateur Visual Artist

Child in Water

Child in Water

© January 8, 2015

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

A scream hangs in the air

Long after the deed.

Betrayal and terror

Clip five-year old wings.

Sailing over an edge

Into a void, crying,

“Daddy, I love you!

Save me!”

The heart stops.

Bones hurt with

Unending pain.

Cold enters deep

With fingers of frost

And icy dread.

 

Eternity is a few long seconds

Cutting off five years,

Choking off a child’s cry.

Eternity is the menacing dark

Rising up to meet you

Like liquid iron.

Eternity is waves, like claws

Closing over a still beating

Child-heart.

 

And I sit here and weep

At a mere headline,

While there, an entire

Beautiful bird-child

Spinning, spiraling,

Into brick-darkness, has been

Ended.

 

For her father,

What forgiveness?

None, I say.

May he rot

In the dung-heap

Of time.

May he crawl in

Unending grief.

May the waves of

Remorse rip apart

His beast-heart.

May he never more

Know human love.

Worse, may he

Know it, and never

Find it.

May sorrow tear

Him to shreds

Day after day after day

While his heart

Beats itself into

Nothingness, and he

Spirals, headlong, into

An unending chasm

Beyond death.

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On seeing the headlines: 5-Year-Old Girl Dies After Being Tossed Off Florida Bridge