Vijaya Sundaram

Poet, Musician, Teacher, and Amateur Visual Artist

Robin-Spring

A robin stands in bright, young grass

Under a bough of white blossoms —

Whose cherry tree stands, protective

And proud ,with outstretched arms.

I understand spring is here.

And that it’s beautiful.

And it’s life leaping up

Ready to fight.

And the robin hops, happy

Inquisitive, curious, its bright eyes

Darting all around.

It looks happy.

And I should be glad.

I shall be, I will.

Yes.

La Salle de Bain

La Salle de Bain

© October 3, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

A sigh ruffled a surface

And created a ripple of purpose

Water splashed silver on silken skin,

Washing away worries within.

A lone tear trickled down

As she rubbed her face dry.

A rustle of garments,

A freeing of muscles,

A silken swathing

After gentle bathing,

And she stepped out,

Reborn, ready to face

A day with upraised

Steady gaze.

Above, a fan whirred

Wicking away moisture.

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Fled and Gone

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Fled and Gone – A Lament for Poetry

©September 21st, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

Poetry seems to have fled

As prose unwinds

Wearily, wearily,

The thread that

Someone, a hero, perhaps,

Takes heartlessly

To the heart of the labyrinth,

Where a bewildered,

Bellowing Minotaur awaits

To be slain

Again, and again.

Poor thing!

And Poetry smiles,

Curling deep within

Her cave of molten gold

Too hot

To touch.

I seek her,

Nevertheless.

Labyrinths and monsters

Though fascinating,

Can wait.

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Creek (Haiku)

Creek

 ©June 18th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

Haiku prompt provided by Carpe Diem.

Awash in clearness

I sit, feet in the water,

Mind babbling, empty.

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Matrix (Ten Haiku: Upon Seeing the Daughter of My Friend Who Died)

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Matrix

(Upon Seeing the Daughter of My Friend Who Died)

©June 13th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

Child, whose fulcrum’s gone–

Leaves fall to earth, trees can die.

~ Summer rainshine weeps.

 

Yet, she plays and smiles

A child with no words for grief

Fish can swim to air.

 

And you, the father,

Broken, full of promises,

Can you face this child?

 

Not for me to speak?

Winds blow through the neighborhood

Speak of my friend’s grave.

 

For shame, you father!

Whose child dances on tightropes —

Honor her mother!

 

My friend, who died last year

Welcomed death, for cancer’s hell.

Her child breathes her breath.

 

Remember her child!

Her bones and her blood are hers

Spare love, spare your breath!

 

You will be your judge

And there will be reckoning –

Kneel, when your light fades.

 

Yes, you lost her too

To each, his loss, to each, hers –

Honor, cherish, weep!

 

And child, remember.

Reflections hold memories –

These make matrices.

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NOTE:  The root meaning of matrix is “mother” or “womb.”

Coolness — (Prompt by Carpe Diem — Haiku Kai)

Coolness

(Prompt provided by Carpe Diem-Haiku Kai)

©June 11th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

Baked-earth-floor, white calf.

Birds hop within blue shadows

Cool noontide slumbers.

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Sky, Dove — A Simple Poem

Sky, Dove — A Simple Poem

(Inspired by Rene Magritte’s Painting, “La Grande Famille”)

©May 23rd, 2014,

By Vijaya Sundaram

A bird arose from

Mist and rain

From cloud and sea

And drowning pain.

And took the sky

With her, aloft

While, down below

All murmured soft.

Above the bird

Soared death and space

Below the bird

Was not a trace

Of life or goodness,

Except where

The bird arose

Into the air.

And as she soared

In clouds of blue, they

Burst and poured

Out life anew.

And hope and love

Bloomed sweet and bright

And singing swelled

Into the night.

The bird flew on

Outwards and on

For she was bound

Elsewhere, to dawn.

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Anarkali

 Anarkali

©May 16, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

Brick upon brick upon brick,

Piled higher and higher

And you, within walls.

Suffocation looms.

But only when mortar’s added.

 

So, confound them!

Distract them.

Pretend there’s mortar

At this spot and that one,

Insert grey spaces there,

Magic can work.

Pretend to die,

And when they’ve left,

Find those grey spots,

Prise the bricks out, and then

Remove them all,

One after another.

 

Now, scatter them around you,

Hurl them at the sky

Dash them to the earth

Hurl one at the fabled city,

And run for your life.

Perhaps your Salim awaits.

Perhaps not.

Who cares?

 

You are beholden to no prince.

You do not need him.

 

You, pomegranate blossom,

Bearer of many seeds

Encased with blood,

Sweet and tart

Is your life.

 

Escape!

 

Sweetness calls.

Life wails aloud.

Freedom cries out.

 

Burst the skin!

Scatter yourself to the four winds.

 

Somewhere, a sweeter life

Will grasp at soil, take root.

And you will be whole again.

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Perspectives

Perspectives

©May 15th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

Doors are good,

But there are so few of them

Windows, on the other hand,

Draw me like a magnet.

 

Windows keep the wind out

Wind down our day,

When we shut them.

Windows tantalize,

Holding out a view

A promise of something,

Which, if we chose, we could

Climb out, fly out,

And claim.

 

Looking out, we see dogs run,

Children play, cars rush on,

Stray bags on aircurrents.

 

We see flowers unfold petals,

And birds unfurl wings,

And our vision takes flight.

 

Or, perhaps, we don’t see.

Perhaps, we see blankness.

Where a brick wall faces our window.

 

We see a fire escape,

A bored pigeon, 

Pedestrian and dreary.

 

Or, maybe, schoolboys

Smoking pot, or drunks in

Stumbling stupor.

 

Perhaps, our windows trap

Pockets of madness,

Of sadness, of despair.

 

Perhaps our windows are

Simply painted on, faking

A word that doesn’t exist.

 

But doors, now.

Ah, doors are good.

 

Hinging on promises, symbols,

Giving us sweet metaphors,

Making portals, pathways

Into other worlds, they flash

Glimpses of secrets which swirl

Into other more mysterious ones,

Perhaps to another, darker,

Gnarlier, older universe.

 

Or, perhaps they give

Us an out, a means to escape,

Even if for a little.

 

Every doorway has its

Secret Mezuzah, its blessings

Keeping out danger,

Locking in peace.

 

But what if the danger

Were within?

Would the mezuzah be

A Möbius loop?

 

If I had my way,

I’d have my door close

To my window, and

Make one work as well

As the other.

 

It’s all a matter

Of perceptions, perspectives

Of a frame, after all.

 

That which is framed

Is good, named, tamed.

 

And then, when we step out,

The world, dense and hungry,

Advances, intent, angry,

Rears its massive head, and

Swallows us whole.

Journey’s End

Journey’s End

©May 12th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

Little things:

The smile that leaves an imprint in the air

The nod of greeting branching my way

The question that arises from thirst

The answer that comes from a quenched place

The dog back on her feed, after sickness,

Whose face shows her former mischief

The child who tries to please, and fills

My heart with an aching joy,

Who learns and spins and dances,

And sings and advances into maturity,

And retreats into childhood,

When the fairies call.

The husband who makes it all work,

Binds our wounds, makes the appointments

Grows our food, fixes our house,

Loves and gives and forgives,

And occasionally grouches, as do I.

These little things

Make my blood sing.

And make my orbit steady

As we swing towards

Journey’s end.

 

 

Journey’s End

May 12th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

Little things:

The smile that leaves an imprint in the air

The nod of greeting branching my way

The question that arises from thirst

The answer that comes from a quenched place

The dog who is back on her feed, after sickness,

And whose face shows her former mischief

The child who tries to please, and fills

My heart with an aching joy,

Who learns and spins and dances

And sings and advances into grown-up-hood

And retreats into childhood, when it’s all too much.

The husband who makes it all work,

Holds it together, makes it to the appointments

Grows our food, fixes our house, loves and gives

And occasionally grouches, as do I.

These little things

Make my blood sing.

And make my orbit steady

As we swing towards

Journey’s end.