Vijaya Sundaram

Poet, Musician, Teacher, and Amateur Visual Artist

Breath-less

Breath-less

©July 21st, 2015

By Vijaya Sundaram

The Guru sits, enthralled,

Arms out at knees, palms upwards,

Hair in a knot, eyes closed,

Deep in the blood of you,

Quiet behind your eyes,

Gathering visions.

 

And the world spirals inwards

And ever inwards,

Until you reach the core,

Where burns a sun

As still and blue

And molten and plasmic

As every dream you

Ever had, ever held,

As it, too, vanished in a breath

Of the OM you breathed

In your gathering of,

And your letting free, the air

You so desperately needed

To live.

 

Just sit, breathe, dream,

Envision, desire, grasp, sorrow,

And let it slip away, let it all

Vanish in that breath,

And let that breath go.

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What I wrote on FB today — Music, songs, rock classics, singer-songwriters
Someone shared this on a friend’s FB page, and I was instantly transported to the early 80s, when I was young, and listened to Led Zeppelin a lot (or at least the album on which this song appears).
I know I sound like an old fogey, but seriously, where ARE the real songs in popular music today? It’s all either trash-talk, or mushy.
Give me Pink Floyd, King Crimson, even Deep Purple, Emerson, Lake and Palmer, always Jethro Tull, Led Zeppelin, The Doors, Queen, Eric Clapton, Jefferson Airplane, Crosby, Stills and Nash, Simon and Garfunkel.
And always, The Beatles.
Give me Suzanne Vega, always.
Joan Baez (even though her shrill trills set my teeth on edge)
Joni Mitchell (lovely songs, too high a voice for my taste, but beautiful, still).
Carole King
Don McLean
Even Nirvana, whose sound is inimitable.
Always, Bob Dylan!
And from before, and since, Pete Seeger.

Yes, there are others, of course. They’ll come to mind.
Form, sound, soul, structure, musicality, good taste (most of them, and some of them not all the time, but much of the time) — they’re all there.
And I’m not even at jazz music yet, or the old songs from the late 19th and early 20th centuries, or soul.
Fortunately, there are good singer-songwriters out there, but they’re not making much either in terms of fame or money. That’s a shame.
Here are some songs about California (just because …):
Awaiting the Doorbell

Awaiting the Doorbell

©May 11th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

Shopping disgusts me

Yet I do it.

Not all the time, mind you.

And usually, it’s for things I need.

It leaves a bad taste in my mouth

And a buzz in my brain

As if I vomited out my soul

And helped a corporation’s gain.

I want to not need things

I want to not want things

I want to be unpressured.

 

I want … to be delivered.

Not packaged, not sealed,

Not signed, just

Delivered

Unto myself,

Sans frills,

Sans frippery,

Sans foolishness,

Sans forgetfulness

Sans flirtation

Sans filigree

Sans fancies

Sans fantasy.

Just plain,

Unbowed,

Unadorned,

Unashamed

Unapologetic

Undefeated

Untired

Alive and awake

In joy and in eternal

Leap mode.  And so,

I await the doorbell.