Vijaya Sundaram

Poet, Musician, Teacher, and Amateur Visual Artist

The Tao of Tiredness

The Tao of Tiredness
©January 18th, 2017
By Vijaya Sundaram

I waste time like there’s no tomorrow
I borrow from my future, wandering
In place, as I squander the Now,
And scatter my largesse
To the fainting hours.

I sit, and let my cells multiply
And die, as I contemplate
What the present holds,
As I hold a glass of water
And stare at nothing.

I resist sleep, and resist action.
I resist factions and subtract
Any attempt at thought
From what I ought to do
I must be content, but I’m spent.
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Wake, Awake

Wake, Awake
©January 10th, 2017

By Vijaya Sundaram

When the day narrows to a point,
And blue-white night expands,
I bob, laughingly in the wake
Of all I intended to do,
Holding tightly on to the
Silken, translucent thread
That keeps me above water,
The thread spooling before me,
While I, skidding lightly
Behind it, grow giddy with
Uncertain, heady anticipation
Of all that I plan to do
First thing
Tomorrow.

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Hmm … Procrastination

So, today’s assignment was this, in part:  Today, write a response to one of these tweets. Shape your post in any way you choose — agree or disagree with the tweet, or use it as a starting point for a story, personal essay, poem, or something else. 

Now, while I dislike Twitter, I see its uses, and have an account.  I won’t disclose it here.  In any case, I decided I’d look no further than the five tweets our hostess suggested, being unwilling to go onto Twitter.  I chose this one:

I can’t decide if procrastination kills creativity or is essential to it.  ~Grant Snider

Procrastination has always been my biggest failing (and I want no lectures about it here, thank you!), but I always seem to get there in the end, and usually on time, so I haven’t let it conquer me — yet!

Anyway, I thought about writing a response to this pithy saying, but wanted to put it off until tomorrow.  Then, it dawned on me that putting it off would not be helpful, so I decided to write about it.

However, since nothing creative has come from this effort, I’ve come to the conclusion that procrastination must be essential to creativity.

On the other hand, that proves nothing.  I might still be uncreative tomorrow.

What can I say?

Well, it’s chores and nighty-night for me, folks!

Nice being here, albeit for only a short while this evening!

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On the other hand, I did write a poem on July 26th about this very topic, Procrastination. 

Would I be considered lazy if I made a link to it here?

Thanks for reading!

Cheers!

Dreamer of Dreams

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Snow Day — A Poem

Photo on 3-19-13 at 10.23 AM

Snow Day–A Poem

©By Vijaya Sundaram

March 19th, 2013

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Woke up today to snow!

No school!

Feel like a child …

Alas, the feeling ends there.

Work calls.

I cover my ears

Pretend not to hear.

Nope.  It’s insistent,

Like an unwanted visitor

Leaning on the doorbell.

Silence in the house.

No pulse stirs the walls,

Breath is suspended.

Lips parted, couched in bed, I wait,

Willing my intruder to vanish

Into the snow whence it came,

But it waits.  It is patient.

I grumble and grouse.

I stop my ears with my fingers.

I go, la, la, la, la, la.

I arise, drink coffee, look out

See all that piled up snow.

I tend to my child,

Listen to my husband playing guitar.

But work always waits.

Quiet, brutally determined,

Work waits, arms crossed,

Infinitely aged and weary.

And I long for the quietude

Of my final rest.

I yearn, I yearn, I yearn

For my final rest.

Alas, I know my work

Will follow me there.

It is not to be spurned, rejected

Cast aside.  It is wedded to me.

Sighing, I get up, allow my breath

To resume its rise and fall

And, with rueful smile,

I open the door.

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