Vijaya Sundaram

Poet, Musician, Teacher, and Amateur Visual Artist

Skunk-Struggle

Skunk-Struggle
©June 14th, 2016
By Vijaya Sundaram

Five little kittens
Skunk kittens, that is.
So small, so tumbly,
Peering through a fence
At me, strange human.

It’s seven p.m.,
Where is their mother?
I wonder, and gaze
So tender, so sweet
Their returning look.

I call out softly.
They squeeze through the gaps
Towards me, sniffing,
All black and white-striped
And soft-snuggly fur.

How is it that they
Know to trust kindness
In a stranger’s voice?
They, who’ve never heard
Human voices call?

How is it that they
Sense benign presence
And yearn towards it?
What souls have these skunks,
So alert and bright?

And I? I’m enthralled.
The backyard shimmers
With mutual longing.
But humans may not
Have commerce with skunks.

The dog barks madly
From within the house
Skunk-kittens tumble
Over each other in alarm
Squeeze back through the fence.

The spell is broken.
Skunks in fur-clump
On the other side,
While the fence divides
Kittens from human.

I go back homewards,
They tumble over
Each other and play
At the farthest end
What else can they do?

It is a struggle
Living and growing
In a hostile world.
Still, they can learn
To make a big stink.

And get their own way.

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Struggle

Out of Water and Out of Air

Out of Water and Out of Air

©October 6th, 2014

By Vijaya Sundaram

 

The fish sails,

Head half in, half out,

Floundering, diving,

Coming up again, diving

Neither in, nor out,

Neither here nor there.

Suffocating in air,

Drowning in water.

Tail lashing back and forth,

It sees the golden disk

Of sun from below,

Comes up eagerly

To drink in the light,

But gasps, as the rare

Air hits unaccustomed gills.

Writhing in terror

And ecstasy, before

It sinks back in,

Singing of the light.

And unformed lungs

Struggle to grow

In a body too light, too

Easily pierced by bait.

Surrounded by fish

Which flow easily, like song,

Through that twilit world,

At ease with body and fins

Unconscious and joyous

Twirling in sport,

Racing away in terror:

Prey chased by predators

Chased in their turn, it

Swims on and on, raises

Face to the light, sinks back in.

 

Is that all there is to this?

This constant striving

To no avail, for no purpose?

This struggle, this wriggle

Through murk, and to lurk

In dark spaces, with waving

Fronds that invite, but bite.

 

Is this all there is?

Don’t tell the fish

That struggle ennobles.

There is nothing noble in it,

Except in the minds

Of those who would weave words

To lead the blind.

 

Where is a world for a

Fish such as this?

Struggling at the confluence

Of air and earth and water,

It makes a bubble-dream.

 

Where is a world for a

A fish such as this?

It twists and leaps

And looks up skywards,

And dies, it dies, full

Of desire and pain.

 

And when it dies,

Will a new Creature emerge,

Straddling air and land and water,

Poised and cool,

Master of all it surveys?

 

Or will the creature

Look around, and yearn

And weep for something

We cannot yet see?

Neither land, nor sky

Nor water nor fire

Will quench its yearning.

 

And so, it goes.

While the air and sky,

And land and water,

Swirl darkly, promising

Nothing.

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